# Whos idea is it anyway?

Is any of the stuff I write here “my” ideas? Is it like I’m sitting on my own thinking of this and that and – Boom – I have some sort of insight or brilliant idea I feel compelled to share with everyone? Not really. In fact, not at all.

What happens is that sometimes I finally get what others have been trying to tell me. I rarely find anything new or original in my thinking. It is just repeating what has been consistently repeated for ages. It is my voice for sure, but the song remains the same.
Here’s an example:

I keep pointing to the fundamental unit of reality as being an oscillation, a gradual shape shifting, between two extreme states which are the inversion points of the process. One extreme is an energetic equilibrium in the shape of a sphere. This state is empty of all characteristics and measurable values. Being void of energy, it can never be detected and empirically verified. The reason for this is built on well established math and physics. I am not just making this up because it sounds cool, or that I want to keep some aspect of reality hidden or mystified. It is just so that an object which does not expand, nor contract will not communicate with its outside world. It does not reflect anything and does not absorb anything. In this sense, it is completely silent to others. The other extreme state is a flat, circular disc with tension at its perimeter horizon and compression at its center. This disc state is the opposite to the sphere, because here we have maximum energy and very definite values of extension as well as compression. So if the sphere equlibrium can be seen as “grey”, the disc is “black/white”. I will also hold that what causes the sphere to become a disc is rotation, and that rotation is the one and only force there is.
In short, the force of rotation creates energy by having a fundamental unit of reality oscillate between states of sphere and disc.

I suggest the above is a pretty accurate picture of what basic assumption a Theory of Everything and a Grand Unification Theory must be built upon. It has nothing to do with religion or any esoteric doctrine. It’s just what comes to mind when connecting a few physical, mathematical and logical dots. I didn’t make those dots. Others did, and they keep generating such dots. Lots of ’em.

Ok, so that’s what the scientific community will eventually end up in telling us. Of course, they’re already saying this, over and over again. It’s just that they refuse to listen to their own announcements. They seem ignorant of themselves. Weird isn’t it?

This is where the more “spiritual” approach can be of help. Here is what Zen Master AMA Samy has to say about the fundamental nature of reality:

Reality is both is and is-not; it is personal and transpersonal; it is not-one and not-two. This not-one and not-two applies in a particular way to the relationship between the Self and the Ego-self. Madhyamika logic extends this not-one, not-two further: Everything is suchness; Everything is not suchness. Everything is both suchness and not suchness; and, Everything is neither suchness, nor not suchness. Ultimate reality both include and are beyond all such terms. It is mystry, unknowing.

Thou Master seems to speak about the human problem of  relating subjective self experience (Ego-self) with its more objective, fundamental nature (Self), we are both saying exactly the same thing. That would come as no surprise to anyone who assumes humans to be just as natural as everything else in existence. If we are of this world, and not some supernatural aliens from elsewhere unknown, then what is true of fundamental physics must also be true of you and me.

So if we compare Master’s and my statements we can see that:
Sphere = is-not, transpersonal, not-two, Self, not-suchness, beyond terms and unknowable.
Disc = is, personal, not-one, Ego-self, suchness, definable and exclusive.

What I would like to add is this – since the unknowable Self, beyond all terms is the same reality that is definable and knowable, is being such as this or that, the unknown cannot remain hidden from the known. I offer you an ultimate reality which hides its original face by showing it as Everything that is. That’s the tricky part I guess.

Human mind is stuck in disc-mode where all aspects of reality is analysed and understood in terms of this or that. To even think of reality at all, human intellect is forced to assume visible is incompatible with invisible. Human mind is robbed of its wonderful ability to reason if not allowed to define reality in various terms. Reality must be local or nonlocal, finite or infinite, electric or magnetic, time or space, knowable or unknowable etc, or else we can’t even talk about it, right?

So have I by this made some genious breakthrough in how to approach the above? Does the idea of “visible” and “invisible” being just momentary states of the same thing make me a stellar philosopher? Of course not! There is no special prize or credentials to get from saying this. It is old fucking news.

For there is nothing hidden that will not be disclosed, and nothing concealed that will not be known or brought out into the open.
Luke 8:17

The last quote is for most people just religious bullshit that we better educate away. For others it is a mysterious prophesy of sorts, something that ordinary people like you and me can never fully understand. It’s for the scholars to figure out. Well, 2000 years have gone and they still seem to argue about it.

To me, reality is both disputable and indisputable as well as neither disputable, nor indisputable. Below is a crude image of the process I try to describe. So you see, “grey” is not in-between “black” and “white” as we conventionally believe. Instead, “grey” is a momentary state/phase at which it is impossible to distinguish “black” from “white”, and “black/white” is a momentary state/phase at which it is impossible to distinguish “grey” other than as “an average value” of black and white combined. Since you cannot apply proper math and physics on the grey aspect, the original face of unity, science is bound to remain within the realm of duality, statistical probabilities and “dark matter”. Since religion is aimed at the immesurable and all pervading grey-ness, it will occupy the seemingly opposite realm of the invisible unknown mystery.

As for me, I oscillate wildly between being the voice of existence itself, and just another crackpot Mr. Know-It-All who believes him-self to have something important to tell the world. How special is that, considering the same goes for you, your neighbour, your neighbours dog and the cypress in the garden?
Every thing is like that.
Everything is that

# The grey zone

Consciousness is a grey domain where Body and Spirit are two unobtainable extremes between which My Self is tensed and compress into a particular form. This is how an eternal entity momentarily matters to Itself.

# Paired singularity actions

This is one way to imagine how time and space are generated by a parity we know as electromagnetic wave package i.e. photon. I will not dwell on the particulars of the individual unit in this post. Just assume that each unit in this dynamic unity will either expand horizontally from rotation or contract vertically from release of axial compression.
The sequence is pictured from a perspective above/below, not from aside. Also, I assume this parity wobbles so the angles of units tilts in specific amounts of degrees. We must also keep in mind that even if it looks like the parity “travels” from left to right, the only displacement is probably that generated by magnetic moment. That length is obviously equal to width of the charge strip. This is how frequency and wavelength is proportional to each other.
I recommend you make an effort to put aside all your knowledge of physics if just for a moment. What we know of these matters is based on understanding dynamics of many body systems. The image here is not to be empirically observed as it is, but only how it is in a context of numerous pairs and triplets of such units.
Another thing to note is that qualities/values/dimensions of black compression and red extension are gradients and that both units have both qualities, except for the momentary case when/where they are either black or red.
When black, there is no extension.
When white, there is no compression.
Don’t get too hung-up on that because it is bound to generate confusion and the wrong counter arguments. “Black” is “grey” equilibrium and “red” is “Black/White” maximum energy. Further, “red” is actually “white” but that’s tricky to show on this canvas. The trick is to figure out how “zero entropy” of one is paired with “equilibrium” of the other one, and how the roles/values gradually shifts to end up in the opposite unit.

It’s a waste of potential utility if I pile up what I conclude from this image. You must write your own verses by these letters. This is the simultaneous emergence and disapperance of two fundamental pulses, together making up one first harmonic.
This is a Godlike production of Adam and Eve, continously switching gender as they breathe in seemingly opposite direction. This is an image of the Buddha’s Whole Body Breath i.e. The Holy Spirit.

Can you sense the inhale of projection?
Can you sense the exhale of conjection?

Take a moment and contemplate laws of conservation.
Imagine what direction is like, and of what is directed.
Try finding the director of this dance. Who does it?
Reflect on the problem of finding the protons (3 units) center of mass.
How do you apply the concept of “entropy” in this sequence?
Can you place the hands of two clocks anchored at the centers of mass and see how they run in opposite direction and various, but interdependent speeds?
Can you see why a whole/certain measurement of parity is impossible?
Can you count the number of light-cones in this image, and figure out what it is that runs in what kind of direction(s)?
Can you be the One to unify Electro/Magnetism?
Can you break Quantum Mechanics down to General Relativity?
Can you tell me why all zeros of Riemann’s Z-func. happen to be half-real?
Will you?

Finally, this image is of post-symmetry breaking. This is Enlightenment. The single unbroken Unity of Singularity is a completely different beast. It is conceptually the exact opposite to parity, and why would that be so difficult to realize?
The Cosmic String itself is just the perimeter of a universal pulse. When it breaks from cutting itself in two, we get all of the above. In light, there is a wavy pattern of self-reference and interaction.
One dependent on the other one.
Yin and Yang.
The problem with String Theory, as with all current theories, is that it denies the prime existence of that which cannot be understood by means of reduction. That is, ST images the Cosmic String as 1-dimensional defect within a vacuum manifold not simply connected. But the mathematical concept on “manifold” is based on relations between points on a surface. The key here is points, as in >1. Well, Singularity defies the application of points, simply because it is The Irreducible Point Itself. It cannot be analysed by relative means. Period. Full stop.

In the Godlike Singularity, there is either the extended horizon of heavenly energy or the energetically dead hell of grey indifference. The Singularity oscillates between Every thing and No thing. With parity, there is always Some thing. Half of it coming/projecting and the other half going/conjecting. That is the exi-stence of Be-ing.
The “Out of” that which “Stands”.
The noun of verb.
The verbal-ization of the un-noun…..

Appreciate the notion of God generation as of the (many) Heavens and the (one) Earth and Genesis hopefully starts making its sense come through.

Can you hear the Zen Master  saying:
Reality is not one, nor is it not-not one

At the end of the sacred path

You must walk this path, not knowing the essence of walking

You only know the walker, not what walks it

The end of this path is never near

The end of the path is always here

When you get here, if you ever do, the walking is revealed

What you were looking for was the action of the actor, the coming of the being

There was no insight at the end of the path, nor was there not insight

There is just the seeing of the seer

This is the action of the actor

The end is here

The answer is –  the beginning of knowing the coming and going of the whole body breath

The Holy Spirit without end or beginning

The spiritual path of eternal oscillation

Inhale

Exhale